Friday, August 10, 2012

99 Problems

"There is no such thing as a problem without a gift for you in its hands. You seek problems because you need their gifts."
- Richard Bach

I've been super stressed.
I have no band for my very first show in Australia. Hiccups have arose and I can do without the emotional blackmail so I have to solo it up.

But I'm so scared. Solo is so boring for a whole set, isn't it? I have no other choice. The show has to go in, I can't chicken shit out of it. And this night calls on for so many other opportunities later on.

If I don't find - argh, I'll talk about it later. It makes me sad that the very first time I perform in front of real life people, people that are in my life... I'm going to make a fucking fool out of myself. I wanted to be excellent, y'know?

Here's something to bring out a laugh on everyone's lips.
My mum really wanted to do the whole ye ol' Victorian times dress up. Someone stole the CD with all the images but they gave us a canvas print so I can only take a photo of it.. but its so funny. I dressed up as a dude to break up the femininity. Pimping!

I also put all my European stickers on my guitar case. Now, I need to go get stickers from all the other places I've been to where I didn't think of purchasing stickers.. like Asia.


AL. said...

Good luck with the performance! I have no doubt you'll do great :) Just remember that you kind of have to keep breathing!

I can't believe it has really been a year. I remember I was still reading your blog then too. I hope it gets better. I don't really know what else to say.

But you're in Melbourne now aren't you? Why are things bad? :(

My boys, hahahahhaha. Let's not even go there. Life is okay. Uni is easy at the moment, and I've got all this partying I'm trying to get out of my system. Crazy times.